1,826 days of breastfeeding with out a single day off. That's 5 years (and a day)! My breastfeeding days are almost over and it's been quite a ride.
I remember very vividly how painful it was the first 6 weeks. I remember going upstairs at Grammy and Papa's house to breastfeed Michela during Daddy's first father's day and just crying because it hurt so bad. I was ready to quit and move to exclusive pumping after week 4 but I knew how time consuming and challenging it was for Auntie Susan so I pushed on. I knew it had to get easier so I endured the pain. And magically at the 6 week mark, we got the hang of it. It no longer hurt! I did it!
I also remember walking in the grocery store with itty bitty Michela (probably only 2 months old) and passing a mom breastfeeding her 9ish month old while walking down the isle. I looked at them and thought wow! She can breastfeed AND grocery shop at the same time?!?! Amazing! I was still fumbling around with a Boppy pillow on the couch and trying to get a decent latch without ripping my nipple off. ::shutter:: My how I've grown.
Then, we found out we were expecting Penelope. I had a 9 month old and wanted to at least breastfeed until Michela was 12 months. Breastfeeding while Pregnant was painful. Almost as painful as the first 6 weeks but I was able to endure the pain much better. Michela turned 12 months and I started to get pressure to wean Michela. I wasn't ready to wean and she didn't seem ready either. I heard many people say that I couldn't breastfeed a newborn and a toddler. It would be too much stress on my body. I'm babying Michela (this makes me laugh now because a 1 year old IS a baby). I heard everyone's "recommendations" but continued to do what I felt was best for the family. Daddy had reservations about breastfeeding beyond 12 months and more reservations about tandem nursing. But through discussions and a good tandem nursing book we decided that we I would wean each of our children at 2 years of age.
Since we decided that 2 was the magic weaning number that meant that I tandem nursed twice! 6 months with Michela and Penelope and 5.5 months with Penelope and Colin.
Now we are close to the end of my breastfeeding days. As much as I'm ready to accept that I no longer have babies, I'm a bit sad to be finished. It's been part of my daily routine the last 5 years. It's hard to just stop doing something when you've been doing it for so long. I'll adjust, just as I have when I weaned Michela and Penelope.
Now on to new adventures - operation, "bye, bye diapers." ;)